Wednesday, June 29

and i will give up this fight.

i wish i kept up with this better. i feel like the time i used to spend on blogs (mine as well as reading others) are now spent on pinterest!
to continue my latest tradition of posted music, i have posted justin vernon's (lover of my soul) rendition of the great bonnie raitt's "i cant make you love me".
the first time i heard this song, i was in elementary school in my aunt's car listening to the soft rock station in atlanta. she was singing along with such emotion. i had no other option but to really listen to the words and understand why my aunt was getting "lost" in a song. she had just ended things with her boyfriend at the time, so it made sense that she got emotional.
as an eleven year old, i immediately felt the words of the song as well. the boy i had a crush on in children's church didn't seem to pay me any attention. to a girl on the brink of adolescence, this was the end of my world. i realized in my aunt's white camry that you just can't make someone like you. i wish i could say that ten + years later, i have started to comprehend that! i guess we always want what we can't have...
"i cant make you love me if you don't. you can't make your heart feel something it won't..."

Tuesday, June 21

just so you know i was thinking of you.

i am literally listening to this on repeat.


Tuesday, June 7

i will call you up and wake you from your sleep.

when you get this message
i'll be high above the earth
thinking 'bout the promises that i keep
when i touch down in texas
land in dallas/fort worth
i will call you up
and wake you from your sleep
i will not let go of you
who or what controls
the fates of men i cannot say
but i keep arriving safely home to you
and i humbly acknowledge
that i won't always get my way
but darling death
will have to pry my fingers loose
cause i will not let go of you
-david bazan

Monday, June 6

to remind you that you shouldn't.

she is singing me to sleep tonight.
i hope you like her as well.

Friday, June 3