i had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

someone told me to watch this video because it was really good. now, i want you to watch this video, because its really good.

well i didnt want to leave then. without you.

and i will give up this fight.

i wish i kept up with this better. i feel like the time i used to spend on blogs (mine as well as reading others) are now spent on pinterest!

to continue my latest tradition of posted music, i have posted justin vernon's (lover of my soul) rendition of the great bonnie raitt's "i cant make you love me".

the first time i heard this song, i was in elementary school in my aunt's car listening to the soft rock station in atlanta. she was singing along with such emotion. i had no other option but to really listen to the words and understand why my aunt was getting "lost" in a song. she had just ended things with her boyfriend at the time, so it made sense that she got emotional.

as an eleven year old, i immediately felt the words of the song as well. the boy i had a crush on in children's church didn't seem to pay me any attention. to a girl on the brink of adolescence, this was the end of my world. i realized in my aunt's white camry that you just can't make someone like you. i wish i could say that ten + years later, i have started to comprehend that! i guess we always want what we can't have...

"i cant make you love me if you don't. you can't make your heart feel something it won't..."

just so you know i was thinking of you.

i am literally listening to this on repeat.

i will call you up and wake you from your sleep.

when you get this message
i'll be high above the earth
thinking 'bout the promises that i keep
when i touch down in texas
land in dallas/fort worth
i will call you up
and wake you from your sleep
i will not let go of you
who or what controls
the fates of men i cannot say
but i keep arriving safely home to you
and i humbly acknowledge
that i won't always get my way
but darling death
will have to pry my fingers loose
cause i will not let go of you

-david bazan

to remind you that you shouldn't.

she is singing me to sleep tonight.

i hope you like her as well.

love could hardly leave the moon with your heart.

i need to remember these things.