it is really hard for me to not read into everything i hear/see, when it comes to the opposite sex. it is a problem. somehow, i make up these elaborate stories which either make me angry or upset, but more so upset. i can tell when my mind is beginning to go down this road because i start starring (usually out a window) for a long time, running over and over again what was said or seen. i have to literally tell myself to stop. this sounds sort of psychotic (trust), but i have realized this is how (many) girls operate. we think about things until it doesn't make sense anymore, and in turn start making things up. i think we do this because its easier than just asking, because knowing the truth makes it real (because obviously the truth is the worst thing we can think of (note ths sarcasm, please). i hate when i do this, as i would say all girls do. it just sort of happens, and sometimes as its happening, i'm like what am i doing... i was talking to my room mates about this last night. we decided that being conscious of the "craziness" is the first step in ending the problem. we all want to end the problem.
boys, i do not know why we are so crazy sometimes. i know that all boys want is to have a cool girl- meaning no drama. all girls are drama, i'm sorry. please love us anyway.
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