past and present, they don't matter now. the future's sorted out.

i watched somewhere, a sophia coppola film tonight. (i love her.) now, i am laying in the dark in my bed listening to contemplative music and examining my life whilst looking at peoples facebook pages thinking their lives look so much better. pictures can be deceiving- i know this... but still, its hard to not compare. do you ever look at others and think about how much cooler than you they are...

in a similar vein, i encourage you to watch the movie. it was essentially an "interpretive" portrait of a really sad person who should "have it all."

whatever that means...