now i don't want to beg you baby. for something you could never give.

a friend told me to watch this trailer... i can't stop thinking about it...

they don't wonder why they are or when their days will start. they feel at peace.

i am currently laying in bed wearing a hat under 3 covers... it is so cold.... and i have a sore throat... not cool.

i am also stressed to a level that doesn't even make sense...

i did have a really fun weekend. the third really fun weekend in a row. it is beyond time for me to feel this way- getting on with my life, that is.

i spoke bad poetry.

it is the first day of october. there are two reasons why i wrote such an obvious statement: 1. october is my favorite month. 2. october signifies fall (to me).

i celebrated this day by catching up on project runway and listening to a mix i created just for this day....

bon iver- roslyn

all my friends- broken social scene

rococo- arcade fire

a rush of blood to the head- coldplay

each works- colour revolt

hard as nails- peter wolf crier

i will always- the cranberries

5/4- sunny day real estate

never meant- owen

little faith- the national

rest my chemistry- interpol

boyfriend- best coast

untitled 8- sigur ros

happy fall.

half the time. if not all the time.

currently:

listening to the colour revolt on repeat

reading a mass amount of articles on literacy practices

thinking about what i'm wearing to the "mad men" birthday party (for one of my room mates) this weekend

stoked about getting internet and cable tomorrow

wanting a bag of peanut butter m&ms

i'm really interested in the idea of global citizenship (as i have alluded to in previous blogs). i am currently reading a book on ikeda's philosophy of peace, which discusses global citizenship at length. last night, i read something that i am still thinking about... maybe you should too....

"if a religion is worthy of the name, and if it is one that can respond to the needs of contemporary times, it should be able to nurture in its followers the spiritual base for becoming good citizens of the world."

what does being a "good citizen" mean? is it essential to be this way, to be "good"?

don't you just want to read about this all the time? i love it!

lets just pretend.

happy friday.

please don't say we are done when im not finished. i could give so much more.

golden

you saw me.

but i never saw myself.

after a time. i knew.

why.

maybe one day when the world is ___ .

we will be.

all that we see is all that we think about.

am was.

e.e. cummings

am was. are leaves few this. is these a or
scratchily over which of earth dragged once
-ful leaf. & were who skies clutch an of poor
how colding hereless. air theres what immense
live without every dancing. singless on-
ly a child's eyes float silently down
more than two those that and that noing our
gone snow gone
yours mine
. We're
alive and shall be:cities may overflow(am
was)assassinating whole grassblades,five
ideas can swallow a man;three words im
-prison a woman for all her now:but we've
such freedom such intense digestion so
much greenness only dying makes us grow