grow till tall, they all, in the end. will fall they, in the end, will turn and fall.

i don't know if what i am feeling is completely overwhelmed or just anxious.

i will explain.

i have so much reading and writing of papers due in the next couple of weeks that when i'm not doing school work, i feel guilty. this morning while eating apples and peanut butter (favorite), i made a 3 week plan. i hope i can stick to it.

the anxious feeling is a bit weird. i recently came across friends from a long time ago on facebook. when i say a long time ago, i mean elementary/middle school. i was happy to "connect" with them, but it made me feel really weird, like the world is so small. i can't stop thinking about it. (maybe due to the fact i have recently been reading books about globalization... i even dream about it...) i keep thinking about how many people i know from so many different places- completely different. all those people and places are filled with so many memories and have essentially made me who i am. that is so insane to really think about.

i hope i am making sense....

i read that the smell of lemons de-stresses you... made i should buy some.