my po-oh-oker face, my po-oh-ker face

i love when things come together and start making sense....
to be honest, i have been really bummed since moving to chicago. my thoughts have been consumed with money (lack there of) and feeling so alone. i have been questioning my decisions- decisions i have made for the past 3 years...
anyway.
last night, God reminded me of how stinking ah-mazing he is. i have been going to this church for about 3 weeks here. i love the feeling i get when im in church. i love being with fellow believers... i just love church...as un-post modern as that is. i didnt get some insane revelation from God last night but i did have a really nice talk with him. i needed that. when i got home, after i watched the vma's (oh my gosh... i secretly think kayne is cooler for what he did... i mean who does that... although i do love taylor swift (sorry but i do)... it was just a bad a move...) i started watching this documentary (i love documentaries) about adolescence. it moved me. really. i even started crying, although i tried not to. it made me realize that what i am doing here has a purpose and that i really am passionate about it. i feel better to say the least... another praise report is that i have 2 different tutoring jobs. i will be working 20 hours a week- which isnt bad. also, the hours rule-and no weekends...holla! so, im stoked.
God is so in control. Amen.