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i don't have to work or go to class fridays. i look forward to this day... today i got to sleep an extra 2 hours, which ruled! i went to school to meet with my advisor about switching my program. i was nervous the classes i took this quarter would not count....but... they will! i then went to get injected with the swine flu. my school was giving free immunizations- i had to get one. of course the moment after i received the shot i felt like i was getting sick and would become one of the rare cases of people who died after the shot. i'm not dead though. after all that, i met with a group i am doing a presentation with. it was nice to hang out with them. i am not sure, but i think the guy in my group sort of "came out" to us today... it was a very weird conversation... but i think what i got out of it was that he is moving in with a guy he likes ("like likes") this week... i have a quote that i am living by these days " everyone is gay until proven straight" (this goes for guys and girls)...

later in the day, on my way home, i was sitting in traffic in my room mates car. she was listening to ray lamontagne (incidentally, i'm not a huge fan-at all).tonight, it was the saddest music i had heard (in a while). i actually started crying, really. i had to turn my head and face the window so she wouldn't see. (i didn't feel like explaining the tears) basically, i began thinking of friends. i have been especially sad lately thinking of a friend whom i pretty much lost in the past few months. i can not comprehend how people just lose touch or move on (so to speak)... it just doesn't make sense that someone can be so much a part of your life and then nothing... thinking of her triggered many emotions and thoughts (that i took to levels they should have never gone)... am i the only person that does this kind of stuff... i got home and just laid on my bed in the dark listening to m83 (dead cities, red seas and lost ghosts) trying to make sense of what thoughts were valid and which weren't...

i started some homework... i am so much better than i used to be with time management. thank you korea.