our hearts will cry, be glorified.

i have been struggling a lot lately in regards to my church. i like it, but i think i got too involved too quickly... meaning i got to see "inside" the church... meaning i got to see all the things that are "wrong" (or what i perceive as such) too soon. honestly, the thought of finding a new place has crossed my mind. [for clarification, i am not one of those people that leave churches because they are not perfect]

tonight, i met with the leader of children/student ministries. she wants my room mate and i to lead a middle school group. we talked for a while and i voiced my concerns (as far as the church as a whole). "what can i do to make you stay"- thats what she told me... i mean, what could i say at that point.

im confused.

the church service tonight was good. my pastors grandfather spoke. i love it when older people preach...there is something so comforting about it. what he said really spoke to me. i have such a hard time with allowing thoughts to overcome my mind. most of the time these thoughts or ideas have no validity whatsoever. anyway, i was reminded tonight of how in control God is- that no matter what he is still God. He is God. Amen.